damn genetics causing LACK of sleep.

i had a hell of a hard time sleeping last night AS USUAL (i'm almost positive that my mom passed her shitty sleeping patterns down to me because she'd complain about migraines and i'm sure they came from lack of sleep along with being dehydrated since all she drinks is pepsi.. no water). besides my shitty ass genetics- my cpap wasn't working properly and i couldn't really sleep because i was breathing wrong as usual. then, fredrick came to work at like 6 and he fixed it as well as he could but the piece of shit was still making vibrating noises when i'd put the mask on my face. so, that was distracting and i couldn't really sleep because of that noise it was making. fredrick went to the store and told me he'd take me to sabathani and take me home after. so now i'm in an even worse mood, since i barely got any sleep and i need to go to sabathani to volunteer. i'm pretty sure i won't take it out on anyone there though because i feel like i've had to go there tired a million times before. i remember telling douglas he shouldn't come over to my place yesterday because i "wanted to get my sleep" because i was going to sabathani today.. so i'm not really sure there would've been much of a difference in how awake i feel today at sabathani.